it's not a discipline problem.

it's a worthiness problem.

Whenever a conversation comes up twice in one week, I know there’s a theme for me to notice and explore.

For a very long time, I thought I lacked discipline.

I would make promises to myself - important promises about my health, relationships, career, spirituality and finances - and I would stick to things for a while and then, every time, eventually, I would self-abandon and quit.

I had loads of excuses - all masquerading as reasons.

Usually, I would prioritize someone or something else over my integrity - relationships and career mostly - solidifying my belief that being of service or use to others is my value in this life.

When I started digging into my subconscious I was shocked to find a deep feeling of unworthiness.

Healing parts of that has allowed me to show up for myself and prioritize myself first and always - to be the main character in my story instead of constantly handing that role over to others and taking on a supporting role in my own life story.

I didn’t have a discipline problem. I had a worthiness problem.

Can you relate? How do you keep the promises you make to yourself? What do you need to recommit to?

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Hi there. I’m Kristy.

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